It is difficult to write about something that requires realization but I cannot continue living this life without doing so.
When you realize that words – language (as great a tool that it is) is also limited in trying to explain or describe how to get there and what it is – it becomes even more difficult to write about it.
When you realize that what you are trying to write about has already been written in more ways than you can count up to by a great many people throughout all of human history and even right now – it becomes further difficult to write about it.
When you realize how human minds work and how what is written about it can be manipulated to such an extent whether intentionally for selfish motives or through absolute ignorance – then it becomes even more difficult to write about it.
Yet I cannot continue living without writing about it and pointing to it because everything else I am living for becomes meaningless in me not doing so.
I am not entirely sure why or who I am writing this for but if just one person has a right shift in consciousness through it – that will be enough for me.